A scow carried the last of the night
upriver and in the first light
I thought I could read the pitched sheaves of limestone rising from
the bank to the bluffs.
I thought about how this moment and the next and the next would
house the past
Chronicles, grammars, a welt that rises, layers set down one upon the
last.
What is the survival value, I asked, of suffering? The river, a dragon
of smoke, stayed mum.
‡
To distort perception, to bend the light a little, as if a skewed view
presented a more accurate depiction,
I let the sentence unspool faster than it is gathered up, and unspooled,
Or at least not winding back taut, the slack it creates a kink and the
kink a snarl and the snarl a mess,
And as I was saying, the thing-said gets ahead of itself.
Say what you
mean and mean what you say,
My comp teacher advised, but to this day I know nothing of what I
mean until I've said it.
‡
From rust to sage to silver,
the chameleon moved through the
terrarium: a slink, a dart,
Tail counter-balancing its sinuous advance, head tilted as if in
thought,
As if it took thought to orient itself, to foreground nothing and, in
particular, itself.
It is said that the soul embodied as a lizard can slip from a sleeper's
mouth,
Wander about for the night and return. The sleeper awake
remembers the soul's path.
‡
Given a choice, I prefer the jasmine's night bloom over the indefinite
article.
Good cheer, a single smile, over the ripped sieve of the signifier.
I wring what I can from the cloth, use a long stick for leverage, look
to Polaris to find my way,
Wrap common straw around the spindle of the axis mundi,
That said,
y is not x,
And perhaps there are other ways to solve for those particular values,
perhaps better proofs.
